i miss friendly, geniuine people.
fortunately, i work at a company that has a lot of kind individuals.
however, we are growing so fast that each week brings seven to ten different faces.
today i was chatting with one of the new people we brought on.
she told me that she worked for the obama campaign for a year and a half and absolutely loved the time she spent in iowa.
she explained that she had never met such nice people before and loved all of the cute, quaint little towns.
it once again reminded me of how much i miss iowa. or missouri... lets just go with the midwest in general.
i hate having conversations about celebrities.
i don't own designer clothes and handbags.
my parents don't own a beach home.
and no...i don't want a boob job.
seriously, some of the conversations i have out here have absolutely no depth.
LA continues to live up to its stereotype.
people think i'm crazy when i tell them i don't love this city.
but i don't.
and i won't lie.
i feel like i'm over the 'honeymoon' stage of moving and have sunk into 'reality'
i'm very fortunate to have a job and i am very very blessed.
the beach keeps me sane and knowing that the big beautiful moon i saw as i drove away from work is the same moon that shines brightly back home.


Beautiful Photos Angela - your feet may be in California, but your heart is clearly in Iowa. Take care
ReplyDeleteI know it doesn't feel like it, but things will get better. You won't be in LA for the rest of your life. If you can bear it, focus on your job for now. But if you can't do that because you're completely miserable, remember that you don't have to stay anywhere your not comfortable. If you can't stick it out in LA for the job, that's perfectly ok because you deserve to be happy. Have faith, your future will fall into place.
ReplyDeleteI agree with Anonymous! Don't get stuck. However, continue to inspire. Maybe LA individuals lack the depth and inspiration the midwest folks have. Bring your insight and depth to the table. Be "YOU" where ever you are!! This life has endless possibilities. Especially for someone as courageous as you Angela. Spread your love and inspiration! Be HAPPY! Live HAPPY! And please don't become a shallow LA person for even a mili-second---cause that isn't you!
ReplyDeleteAngela, I loved your honesty. I get it. I'm from NY and transplanted to the Midwest where our kids grew up.... And are now totally awesome people because of it! And... I met that crazy, wonderful aunt of yours and life got even better. I imagine in time God will open a door and you will be amazed and grateful for the building blocks and stretching that is happening now.
ReplyDeleteThe Midwest is a wonderful place for sure. Our kids are both in Nashville now and they consider it home. It's similar to the Midwest, but full of hipsters, but they are pretty friendly and talented without all the boob jobs.
Enjoy the moments and trust that God has you there for a season. Blessings.
If you ever want a tour of Nashville, Ann has volunteered my son. 😄